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No April Fools Joke Here – “Do Not Disturb” Is Out Now
April 1, 2026 I know what day it is. I promise this isn’t a joke. Today, I’m releasing “Do Not Disturb”, a 10-track lo-fi album about mental health, burnout, boundaries, and needing everyone to leave me alone. And I want to be really honest with you about where I was when I wrote it. The…
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I want to be alone – Choosing Solitude Over Constant Disappointment
Track 10 from “Do Not Disturb” I’m not making anyone happy. So I’ll just be alone instead. The Title Track (In Spirit) While the album is called “Do Not Disturb,” this song is really the thesis statement. This is what the whole album has been building to: I’m not making anyone happy no matter how…
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Stop Calling Me out – When They Rewrite What You Said
Track 9 from “Do Not Disturb” I didn’t say that. That’s not what I meant. Stop twisting my words. The Angriest Song on the Album After eight tracks of sadness, exhaustion, and numbness, “Stop Putting Words In My Mouth” is where the anger finally breaks through. And honestly? It feels good to let it out.…
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No Answers – When Your Head and Heart Both Hurt
Track 8 from “Do Not Disturb” I’m sorry I don’t have the answers. I wish I did. The Weight of Expectations “No Answers” came from a place of pure exhaustion – that moment when everyone’s looking at you to fix things, to know what to do, to have solutions… and you’ve got absolutely nothing left.…
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3 AM Thoughts – The Spiral That Won’t Stop
Track 7 from “Do Not Disturb” It’s 3 AM and my brain won’t shut up. When Numbness Breaks Here’s what’s interesting about the placement of this song: it comes right after “Numb.” And that’s intentional. Because numbness doesn’t last forever. Eventually, usually in the middle of the night when you can’t sleep, everything you’ve been…
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Numb – The Safety of Feeling Nothing
Track 6 from “Do Not Disturb” I’m not sad. I’m not happy. I’m just… nothing. When Emotions Flatline “Numb” picks up where “Autopilot” leaves off. If “Autopilot” is about going through the motions, “Numb” is about what happens to your emotions when you’ve been on cruise control too long. They just… shut off. The Grey…
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Autopilot – Going Through the Motions
Track 5 from “Do Not Disturb” Wake up. Coffee. Shower. Smile. Repeat. When You’re Functioning But Not Living “Autopilot” is about that state where you’re doing all the right things – showing up, checking boxes, saying what you’re supposed to say – but you’re not actually there. You’re just going through the motions. A shell…
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Background Noise – When You’re Invisible in a Room Full of People
Track 4 from “Do Not Disturb” What’s worse than being ignored? Getting used to it. The Feeling of Fading “Background Noise” is about that specific kind of loneliness that happens when you’re surrounded by people but nobody really sees you. You talk, but people talk over you. You share an idea, and it gets ignored…
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Don’t Take It Personal – Asking for Space Without Guilt
Track 3 from “Do Not Disturb” How do you tell people you need space without hurting their feelings? The Impossible Balance I love my people. I really do. But sometimes I need them to leave me alone, and that’s really hard to communicate without sounding like a terrible person. “Don’t Take It Personal” came from…
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Rainy Day Inside – When Grey Skies Feel Like Permission
Track 2 from “Do Not Disturb” Have you ever felt relieved when the weather is bad? The Weird Guilt of Sunshine Here’s something I’ve noticed: on beautiful sunny days, I feel guilty if I’m not happy. If I’m not productive. If I don’t want to go outside and “make the most of it.” The sun…
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Singer-songwriter turning 10+ journals of songs into reality ✨ Classical soprano gone indie | Transparent about AI collaboration | “Through It All” album Feb 2026 | Mom of 2 | 5:30am fitness | Also quilts sewmelanie.com
