Every Testimony Has a Before and an After

You do not have to have a dramatic rock-bottom story for your testimony to be real. Some of the most powerful “He found me” stories happen quietly, in ordinary life, in the middle of a Tuesday when something shifts and you realize you have been found.

“He Found Me” is about that shift. The moment God’s pursuit becomes undeniable.

The Parable Behind the Song

Jesus told a story in Luke 15 that we often call the Parable of the Lost Sheep. A shepherd has one hundred sheep, and one wanders off. So the shepherd leaves the ninety-nine and goes looking.

He goes looking. He does not wait for the sheep to find its way back. He does not post a notice and hope for the best. He searches. Actively, persistently, personally.

And when he finds it, he carries it home on his shoulders and calls his neighbors to celebrate.

That is not a casual story. That is a portrait of how God pursues people. Not passively. Not from a distance. Specifically, actively, and with great joy at the finding.

“He Found Me” is my version of being the sheep on the shepherd’s shoulders.

The Feeling: Grateful Undoing

There is a specific emotion that comes with the realization that you were being searched for while you were wandering. That during the seasons you were not thinking much about God, He was thinking about you. Moving toward you.

I do not have a better word for it than “undoing.” It undoes the narrative that you were abandoned. It undoes the story that you were too far gone. It undoes the suspicion that the love was conditional.

When you realize you were found, not because you found your way back but because He came looking, something in you comes apart in the best possible way.

This song was written from that place.

What Scripture Speaks to This Song

Luke 15:4-6 “Suppose one of you has a hundred sheep and loses one of them. Doesn’t he leave the ninety-nine in the open country and go after the lost sheep until he finds it? And when he finds it, he joyfully puts it on his shoulders and goes home. Then he calls his friends and neighbors together and says, ‘Rejoice with me; I have found my lost sheep.’”

The joy at the finding. That is the part that wrecks me. He is not annoyed that you wandered. He is overjoyed to have you back.

Luke 19:10 “For the Son of Man came to seek and to save the lost.”

Came to seek. That is His mission statement. Not “sat and waited for the lost to return.” Came to seek.

Romans 5:8 “But God demonstrates his own love for us in this: While we were still sinners, Christ died for us.”

He did not wait until we were better. He came for us at our worst and most wandering.

Isaiah 53:6 “We all, like sheep, have gone astray, each of us has turned to our own way; and the Lord has laid on him the iniquity of us all.”

The wandering is universal. And so is the rescue.

What “He Found Me” Sounds Like Emotionally

There is gratitude in this song, but it is not the polished, contained kind. It is the kind that comes with wet eyes and a slightly disbelieving shake of the head. The kind that says: I do not fully understand why, but I know it is true.

There is also awe at the specificity of being found. He did not find “people in general.” He found me. By name. In my actual situation. He knew where I was.

That is the personal testimony at the heart of this song. Not a general statement about God’s goodness. A specific statement about His finding.

Your Story Is Worth Telling

One of the things I hope this song does is give people language for their own story. Because every person who has been found by God has a testimony. Some are loud and dramatic. Some are quiet and slow. All of them matter.

“He Found Me” is my invitation to remember your own version. The moment, or the slow season, when it became clear that you were not on your own out there. That you were found.

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Coming next: “You Chose Me,” an intimate response to the love that would not let you go.


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