I am not naturally a slow person. I am a list-maker, a planner, a let’s-go-while-we’re-going kind of person who finds stillness difficult even when she knows better. But there are certain fall experiences that are so inherently, stubbornly slow that even I cannot rush them. The hay ride is one of them. You cannot hurry a tractor through an orchard. You cannot check your phone and also fully experience the particular blue of an October sky above the apple trees. The hay ride will not let you be anywhere other than exactly where you are.
That involuntary slowing down is what “Hay Ride” is about.
This is Track 11 on Give Me Fall, my new album releasing August 31st, and it is the first song in the back half of the record where the energy truly settles. The album front is full of joy and motion and celebration. The back half is where we learn to be still. “Hay Ride” is the turning point, the moment where the wagon pulls out through the orchard rows and the world gets quiet and something important has a chance to be felt.
The first verse captures the physical specificity of that moment perfectly, I hope. Straw bales on both sides and nowhere else to be. The tractor pulling you out through the rows of the orchard. And then the person beside you puts their arm around you like it was easy. Like it was always going to be this. Like they knew. That last line does something to me every time I sing it. Like they knew. The ease of someone who has found their place beside you. The complete natural comfort of it.
The pre-chorus is where the song finds its thesis. I don’t need the destination. I just need the slow of it. The horses and the harvest air and you next to me in the middle of it. This is it. This is everything. I wrote those lines and then sat with them for a long time because I think they are true of so much more than a hay ride. I do not need the destination. I just need to be paying attention to where I already am.
The chorus builds on that thesis with a contrast that I love. The whole wide world can keep on moving fast as it wants to go. But right here on this wagon with you, I am learning to be slow. That phrase, learning to be slow, is a confession. It is not something that comes naturally to me. It is something I am working on, something fall helps me practice every year. The hay ride is a curriculum.
The third verse has the moment that wrecked me when I wrote it. We came back to the barn when the sun was nearly done. Somebody had cider waiting and the kids had had enough. You helped me down and held my hand a second longer than you had to. And I loved you for it so much. So much. You don’t even know. That extra second of holding on. That moment of not rushing. That is a whole language of love in a gesture that takes less than two seconds.
The bridge strips everything down to its simplest form. Just this. Just now. Just you and me and straw and sky. Just your hand in mine. Just slow. The word just doing more work than almost any other word in the album.
I wrote this album collaborating with Claude AI and using Suno AI for music production which sampled my own voice. This song in particular felt like it wrote itself because the memory it came from is so clear and so complete.
Tell me in the comments: have you ever been on a hay ride? What is your equivalent of the hay ride, the thing in your life that makes you slow down without asking permission? I want to know.
Give Me Fall releases August 31st. Please follow me on Spotify, Apple Music, Amazon Music, Deezer, and Pandora so this album finds you the day it drops. Come find me on Instagram, Facebook, and YouTube, and join my email list here.
I am learning to be slow. Right here on this wagon with you. Just slow.
Warmly, Melanie Grace




